OMG...ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I BEEN HURR....SEEMS LIKE A LIFETIME....THERE'S BEEN ALOT THATS HAPPENED IN THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS...LET ME START BY SAYING THAT IM FREE NOW...I LIVE ALONE AFTER 16 YRS OF MARRIAGE...I HAD TO START ALL OVER FROM DIRT BUT OH WELL ITS WORTH IT...I LOVE LIVING ALONE...BUT OF COURSE ITS BEEN LIKE THAT FOR ME THE LAST COUPLE OF YEARS ANYWAYZ BUT IM REALLY ALONE NOW...I DID HAVE KIDS THEN BUT NOT NOW...IM TALKING BOUT ALL ALONE....BUT ITS GOOD...IM GETTING USE TO IT....ON THE OTHER HAND I DID BURY MY BABY BROTHER LAST WEEK...THAT WAS A  GREAT TRAGEDY...I HAVEN'T BEEN RIGHT SINCE THEN....IM DOING BETTER THOUGH...ONLY CAN TAKE ONE DAY AT A TIME....I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND SOMETIMES STILL CAN'T BELIEVE HE JUSS LEAVE ME HERE LIKE DAT...BUT I DON'T GUESS ITS OUR CALLING THOUGH....STILL PISSES ME OFF THOUGH....I DO HAVE GREAT MEMORIES THOUGH BUT STILL ISN'T THE SAME...JUSS PRAY FOR HIS WIFE AND KIDS....THEY NEED IT THE MOST....BUT OTHER THAN THAT IM STILL PRETTY MUCH ME....JUSS A LIL SAD RIGHT NOW BUT NOTHING THAT A COUPLE OF COORS LIGHT WON'T TAKE CARE OF....I AM A GRANDPA NOW IF ANYONE DOESN'T KNOW THAT.....I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL GRANDDAUGHTER.....KELSEY IS FINALLY IN COLLEGE NOW PLAYING COLLEGE BASEBALL AND REALLY KICKING SOME ASS RIGHT NOW....IM SO PROUD OF HIM....SO I GUESS LIFE AIN'T ALL THAT BAD....WELL I GUESS THATS ALL I NEED TO TALK ABOUT RIGHT NOW....I MIGHT GET BACK ON HERE IN ANOTHER 6 MONTHS OR SO....PEACE EVABODY....NDN#22